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najwazebian

absolutely inspiring

"A Woman in Pain". This contribution had me in tears.

You have hurt me so much.
Please spare others from your ruthlessness.
I have suffered for them all.
I have been played and used,
Deceived and abused,
Chewed and spat,
I have washed their sins,
That u claim we all women have.

I thought that you were a miracle,
Sent to me from God to hold and see me through the difficult times.

How blind I was, how naïve,
To believe your words and praise,
How I allowed you to meddle with my life,
And persecute me heartlessly,
How I hung on a thread,
To see the goodness in you heart,
And to believe that you truly love me.
When you compared me to perfection,
You knew that you were banking on my weakness,
You were messing with my bleeding heart,
My aching soul, my wounded spirit.
You have intentionally brought me closer
to you.
You have conquered on the expense of my sorrow.
How unfortunate that I fell for it all,
Because I only see the goodness in people's eyes.
To your advantage, you manipulated my whole.
You shattered my heart into pieces
And left me bleeding on my own.
How I ignored every warning that came my way,
Every helping hand that attempted to carry me back up again,
How every siren failed to wake me from a nightmare that was masked by a dream,
From a love story that did not exist,
From the hands of the tyrant who knew no mercy or remorse,
Who only saw what he needed and climbed on my wounded body to achieve ultimate heights.
How unfair to judge me without giving me a chance.
Had you come to me with honesty and integrity, I would have done the same and wrapped you under my golden wings until you could fly alone.
You have classified me in the same category as everyone who crossed your way.
But even though, you might not realize it now, you will one day,
That I am no ordinary person or one of the pack,
I proudly tell you that if you tour the world round and round, you will never find someone with my compassion, selflessness and purity of the heart
I have given it all, without exception
And my reward was betrayal and manipulation.
Don't worry about me, God will help me up.
And what you did will never change who I am.